Worm at the Core

The following is a book review which was originally published in the Scroll of Set Vol. 8, No. 4. By sharing it on this blog, I hope to bring attention to the importance of looking beyond sources that are explicitly “magical” for self-understanding and transformation. Setians draw inspiration and fuel for Xeper from all corners of the cosmos, and it can be eye-opening to discover that owning the biggest occult library in town might not be the key to success that you always imagined!

Do you remember the first time you realized you were going to die? How about the last time?
Every one of us has experienced, at some time, that uncomfortable sense of our own smallness in the vast expanse of time and space – when we perceive the concept of the infinite, and what a small blip of energy each of us really is in the grand scheme of things.
Cultural anthropologist Ernest Becker’s 1975 opus The Denial of Death laid the theoretical foundation of the idea of Terror Management, arguing that the fundamental conflict of human existence, leading to most, if not all, of our problems, is the fact that we’re simultaneously endowed with the limitless psyche and imagination of gods – able to conceive of the infinite, the past and future, to solve problems, invent something from nothing – while also being imprisoned in the bodies of animals, needing only to eat, fuck, decay, and die. Our curse is that we can, and do, use these boundless minds to understand the mortality of our carnal selves. Over the millenia, humanity has attempted to bridge this gap between our disconnected states by pursuing a sense of heroism and thereby, immortality.
The great failure of conventional religions has been their inability to reconcile our dual states of being in any meaningful way. They tell us that this physical world doesn’t matter, that our rewards, however they might manifest, will come to us once we’ve left it. Yet clearly, our bodies, our mortality, and our existence on earth are of the greatest consequence. In fact, it’s well worth considering that this is all we have.
In Worm at the Core: On the Role of Death in Life, social psychologists Solomon, Greenberg, and Pyszczynski sought to find and quantify the real, measurable behavioral outcomes of the human fear of our own mortality. This work is a powerful, mind-bending exploration of the human condition – the extreme highs and lows of which we are all capable, and a strong hypothesis of the origins of much of our behavior.
Through over 25 years of experiments, the authors show that humans’ fear of death has led us all to pour ourselves into various “immortality projects,” unconsciously seeking to cope with the reality of our own impending deaths. This is a truly eye-opening book, expounding on the fundamental problems that torture the consciousness of all people and many of the surprising things that have resulted from our desire to deny our own carnal nature. This book holds tremendous value in illuminating how we all struggle to cope with death. Seeing the world, our history, and ourselves through the lens of Terror Management Theory will provide readers with a powerful Initiatory Shock, as old perceptions fall away and new ones become uncomfortably clear.
Worm at the Core provides many opportunities for self-reflection, and even proposes ideas to heal and move beyond this ancient dilemma. How would you live your life if you knew there was nothing beyond it?

TODAY

“On the Day of Mercury, Priest Fitzpatrick Appropriates the Codes of White Magic for Black Magical Intent. Saint Expedite Agrees Today is the Day.”
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Risograph eco-friendly print on recycled and FSC approved Context Salmon Paper 225gsm.
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297mm x 420mm, 11.7 × 16.5 inches
2023

Magic is the willed application of symbolic methods to cause or prevent changes in the universe, or to gain wisdom by way of symbolic action. That is Magic used operatively – to create change, or Magic used illustratively – to generate meaning. Both involve the manipulation of consciousness according to desired outcomes. This should be kept in mind when viewing works of Initiatory Art, as its creation by an Artist-Magician can be understood as such a symbolic act. There are visual Workings of Magic. Initiatory Art are Workings of embodied meaning and Intentionality.

LuKatMay by Priest Melmoth

LuKatMay
by Priest Melmoth

The [ BHEL ] Element in the Temple of Set has been participating in Working459 for the
past 6 months. Working459 is performed at the same time every month — at 9pm of the 5th
day—each active Magician will light 4 candles, launch a sigil and house it in a work of art.
This sigilising ritual creates a talismanic artwork designed by the Artist-Magician
specifically for a desired goal. Pictured above is my final talismanic artwork of the 6 month
cycle.
My Working459 art talismans contain the visual ingredients of my Magical Intentions. These
act as visual cues to expedite embedding and emphasize the sigil’s special Intention. So
what have we got here? Well it’s me, naked, forming Mudras of Set with my hands in a state
of ritualized Gnosis. I am uttering the name of my Robofish [whose job is to move ‘at pace’
the shoal of sigils floating above me deeper into the collective unconscious] so it can work its
magic. I am flanked left and right by ‘fish-men’ known as Apkallu. Apkallu are Mesopotamian
Priest-Sages wearing fish-garments who have been endowed with sublime wisdom. And
with that wisdom they bless me and my Work. My head is crowned by the thrust of a
lightning bolt quickening the integration of this Working cycle so that it may become a
realization to its magical potential.
The short title for this Artwork is the name of the Sigil “LuKatMay”.
The long ‘official’ title is: “Blessed by the Apkallu and Between Mudras of Set, Priest
Fitzpatrick Utters the Name of his RoboFish to Integrate 6 months of Talismanic Art
Workings.”
Notes: My RoboFish [that little squiggle in the speech bubble] is powered by attention, it is
literally fueled by the gaze of the viewer. Hence the name LuKatMay >>> LuK-at-May >>>
Look-at-Me. But I decided to help it along and get as much attention as possible. So how do
you get people to look at you? Well be naked of course, nothing capture the eye quite like a
naked Priest! That’s my ‘cheeky’ reasoning [that has real application] but I am also pulling on
the enduring tradition in Western art of the nude figure. Tapping into the power of unclothed
figures in the art canon such as history painting, allegorical and religious art and portraiture.
“LuKatMay” falls into each of those categories in magically appropriate ways.
And so it is done.

Xeper Starts at Home

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Photo by midlman

Austin is a beautiful city, with a thriving outdoor culture. It’s no surprise, then, that the Capital City has ranked as the #1 fittest city in Texas for years. Visitors to Austin often comment on how healthy and happy everyone looks, and it’s true. Living in a town with pleasing outdoor spaces makes you want to get out and experience them, move through them. Being surrounded by a populace who take care of themselves has an effect on you, and it often doesn’t take long for new residents to take up a healthy lifestyle of their own.

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Photo by Todd Dwyer

So what does this have to do with magic? Plenty, as it turns out. Historically, of course, occultists and magicians have been *ahem* not the most athletic bunch. We were often mired so deeply in philosophy and meditation that even thinking about working with our bodies never entered the picture.

This kind of neglect not only creates an imbalance between the parts of the Self, it leads to more significant difficulties in all areas as we age. More and more scientific studies are proving the importance of the body/brain connection, showing how vital it is that we care for, maintain, and challenge our bodies in order to keep our brains at optimal function throughout our lives.

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Photo by Jason Dean

We’re now beginning to see more black magicians who understand the importance of Working with their bodies, the value of physical challenges, and the real need to maintain bodily health. After all, your body is your home from birth until death, and can never be replaced. It makes perfect sense that, in order to create a more perfected Self, we should start with caring for and ordering that home.

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Photo by Kid Clutch

Establishing a solid foundation of physical health is an investment of time and energy, which will pay significant dividends towards your overall well-being. It teaches discipline, focus, and will. It transforms your inner world, while making your outer world more beautiful. It creates new avenues and possibilities.

Xeper is not only concerned with altering one’s inner landscape, or with creating change in a person’s outer life (such as that new job/car/girlfriend). Xeper can happen anywhere. It might be in a gym (or your living room), alone at 5 AM, testing your own limits. Creating change in your body by force of will.

Like magic.

Walpurgisnacht 2017

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Walpurgisnacht is here again, and it’s a great time to think about desire.  Take some time to examine your desires, what you want to bring into your life, or the changes you want to see.

 

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The veils between worlds are thin tonight, at state which can be used to manifest one’s wishes. This means the barriers between worlds are weakened, and intent may be more easily transmitted from one’s inner world into the objective universe.

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Photo by Helena.

May all your bonfires burn bright tonight!

 

 

A Gate Opens

For as long as anyone can remember, Austin has been a veritable magnet for magic, mystery, and high weirdness.  Whether attracting artists and magicians like Elisabet Ney and Aleister Crowley, or spawning its very own legendary dark stars such as Roky Erickson, the current that flows here is undeniable and powerful.

Some say it’s the ley lines.  Others, perhaps the underground caverns and springs.  But there’s no doubt among anyone who’s spend a significant amount of time in Austin – it has a very unique and singular something.

It’s an oasis of freedom within a conservative state.

Sacred to the Left Hand Path is the principle of antinomianism, which simply means to consciously think and act against the accepted rules.  Austin is, itself, an antinomian city.

So, it’s no surprise that this is the home of the oldest Pylon of the Temple of Set – the Bull of Ombos, of which I am the Sentinel.

Because we are fortunate enough to reside in this place, this bastion of free thought and the open exchange of ideas, the Pylon has decided to make some of our Work public.  We are living in an incredible time and place.  The purpose of this blog is to share what we do,  both as a form of record-keeping, and to fan the spark of the Black Flame in others.

The goal of the Bull of Ombos Pylon is the enhance the very powerful, special magic of Austin and Central Texas, while also drawing upon this energy for our own growth.

For more information on the Temple of Set, please visit www.xeper.org

Questions about the Pylon and its work may be directed to bullofombos@gmail.com

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